Sunday, July 3, 2005

21st Century Woman

Silicone goddesses, melting in the sun
Skin showing, skimpy attire
Flat bellies, fat breasts
Pouty lips
Risking surgical slips
From nose to toes
Fake breasts make you best
Eyes to hide lies
A tummy tuck
So you don’t have to suck
Your belly in
Shave, wax, wrap, and tan
Slave to the attention
Of man

What is Poetry?

What is poetry? Poetry is the love child of the poet and the world she lives in, the wold she observes, desires, tastes, and touches.

Goddess

I wanna get drunk
Like in the old days
Drink whatever my hands touch
Let the giddiness set in

Courage and its troops invade my veins
And hold my blood’s purity captive
Warm flushed skin alerts
That transformation's happening

and I become beautiful
and I become sexy
and my ass wiggles and waves hello
As my voice becomes silky smooth
And I become a goddess

Meet a guy and take him home
Or go back to his place
Have an animalistic fuck
Or make love to a stranger

Be whatever I want
Because no one sees
Behind my mask
To know that I am a mere human

And then morning comes
And my stomach feels the devastation
Caused by poisonous intruders
As it, in a revealing reprimand for my fallibility,
Impeaches me and strips me of my divine title

I wonder how often Ma, Isis, or Aphrodite
Dropped their heads into a
Porcelain bowl to make their own
Offerings to the gods

As I look at the floating bile-brown remnants
From last night’s escapade
Memory begins to infiltrate my brain
Piece by muddy piece
With pounding anxiety
For those places still empty.

Squatters

There are words ensnared within me
Ducking and dodging, hiding in deep dark places inside me
Like squatters, leaving debris and tags marking their territory
Never showing their dusty, grimy, disheveled faces
Faces that are probably radiant with a good scrub

Like an infestation, overwhelming,
Frightening, but never quite conquered,
Unsure if their presence is good or evil
It’s the uncertainty of their motives and
Their next move
Sometimes they seem to show themselves
Apparition-like, wafting in and out, watching

Saturday, July 2, 2005

Wandering to No Destination


I drive on a warm, 75-degree late night in the summer, the window down, the wind whispering in my ear, licking my skin, and running its fingers through my hair, the bass in the music on the stereo rhythmically pumping and pounding into my body, reaching into the deepest parts of me.  I am eager to be a vagabond—aimlessly wandering to no destination—destined for nowhere, yet everywhere I go is where I am meant to be.